Vacation

I am sitting poolside at my friends beautiful new house in the Hamptons, right on the bay facing the ocean. I have a drink in hand and its just noon. I realize I haven’t taken a day off like this since the market collapsed two years ago. I don’t remember how to relax like this. I am constantly checking my cell phone and email. I have to make sure that my time off doesn’t impact my clients or associates need to communicate with me. I am impatient and restless. I am forcing myself to sit still. You see what good that did me. It struck me as so bizzare that I had to write about it.